I've been damn lazy whenever i'm @ hm. not even too bothered to get out of hse & go out for some fresh air. i've become extremely lethargic, with no hobby, no likes, no dislikes, no character or whatsoever!
this is so unlike me. how come i've become like this? ive always tot i'm made to do something creative, a self-declared music guru. i'm now too sucked into work that i've become lifeless aft work, like there's nothing worthwhile other than working. pui! pui! pui! even my darling has got a new hobby! shit!
Need to start exploring myself again! lemme @@... er... ok, since i've conquered the piano & most percussion instruments, kekeke, like as if i'm so smart.. nonetheless, i've always wanted to take up:
guitar (cos always tot it'll be really sweet to strum & sing to my darling),
cello (inspired by the maestro Yo-yo Ma, really love the deep stringed, somehow it reminds listeners to listen in-between, READ: stop being superficial, bitches & bastards!),
er-hu (cos it's really a very sad instrument no matter how happy the tune is, yet it brings out the "voice" in the piece),
chinese calligraphy (ehh.. always tot my chinese handwriting isn't fantastic?!),
diving (love the sea, but not the fish, they nibble me! Firmly believe the ocean deep is actually another planet, shall prob stick to sun-tanning),
sitar (hmm... homage to Ravi Shankar, "OM"),
tambla (to have strong fingers - giving my darling a hard massage... squirms i heard ya!),
belly dancing (this is an affirmation, cos I've got a tummy, y put it to waste? Tummy, u heard me, do ur work!),
salsa dancing (my latest love of music - CUBA music! Come twirling my baby!),
cooking (surely my darling dun wanna keep hvg the same dishes.. ha! Baby, if u're reading this, tell me u luv my cooking so far ;P ),
@@, the list ain't long. Well, gone some sites. Verdicts:
There isn't a lot of courses on er-hu (not many CCs teaching, cos looking for cheap ones).
Then again, the sitar & tambla courses, well there are quite a few which are all @ some indian societies thingy, am so worried i'll be overwhelmed by the strong... ahem (shan't elaborate more) & the possible of me not understanding Indian dialects... then also...
the dancing thingy, well, the hip hop dancing class which i took up @ my gym, well turned out to be i've two left feet, and realised ~ i've co-ordination probs!!! I move my left hand with left foot! Now, i'm getting older... psychomotor skills deteriorating??
And the guitar, checked out already, need to get a special guitar cos my hands are too tiny for the common ones and that costs abt $700!!! Wa kaoz, i dun print money leh!
For Chinese calligraphy, planned already. schedule to learn that when i'm retiring, otherwise i'll be doing nothing when i retire. dun wanna sleep all day then.
As for cooking, hmmm... guess i'll be exploring more weird dishes that i've learnt from Jaime Oliver & oh, my darling, look out and... good luck! Heez!
Meantime, seems that nothing is possible, i shall stick to loving my TV, yes, that includes sleeping with it and of course, review music CDs in my fav stores Gramophone & HMV!
WARNING: Darling, Gramophone & HMV - smells trouble! Ho-ho-ho!
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