Sunday, April 24, 2005

just when i thought work's getting better..

I was oh-so wrong.
Friday was what everyone @ work was looking fwd to each week.
Friday morning, fine... Friday afternoon, fine... Seemed like I can declare officially this is one week which has been well for me, but I was so very wrong. It has to be the damn Friday evening, when I thought I could wrap up the meeting & update the damn boss abt those meetings, he has to be so BLOODY rude to me, well, with everyone else in the picture.

Yes, BLOODY is the right word he used on me.

Spare the blah blah blah, in short, he didn't bother to find out the processes, the operations, what went wrong, & with just an email by the auditor, he blasted such comments. I rebuked, justifying my stand, he just wouldn't listen, saying "if u can do the job properly, i'll do it for ur bloody team for that kind of bloody work u guys produce!" Afterwhich, he stormed. Trust that he's just a Dpty Director, he has the rights to react like that??!! What an arsehole! What an unprofessional display. Afterall, I'm not under his payroll. We all get paid by the Company.

I told myself no falling tears, but cldn't help it when the moment i started dialling my man's no. His simple "hello" just warmed my heart. I sobbed uncontrollably. Didn't know how to go thru the entire soap drama, in bits, i told him.
I felt like throwing the letter in the arsehole's face.

Such a dilemma. On one hand, am left with 2 mths to go for my rights to my hardwork for the past FY - bonus. Not that it's a lot, but really needed the money, & on the other hand, I couldn't tolerate the kind of egoistic, MCP he is!

Everything's so UNFAIR!

I packed up & left for dinner with frens. On the way, silently I wanted to curse the AH. I shouldn't. I should embrace the fact that he's like this, and should only pity him that he's so damn shallow. With only 3 mths in the job promotion, he's simply too arrogant, and to a certain extend, it's a job misfit. Well, I strongly believe in what goes around, comes around, he'll just have to wait for that time - on him or him-related.

I can't wait. Pity.

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