our relationship

We are man & wife.
Our relationship is rather peculiar.
Not that we're unhappy.
But just felt this feeling of something is lurking beneath the deep waters.
We're just so like best friends, but not the lovey-dovey kind. Is this good?
We can talk the weirdest nonsense, do the most ridiculous & disgusting acts to each other, laugh ourselves silly, do our favourite pastime - sleep, scare the shit out of our baby mao...

With him, I'm so so at ease. I've never felt so with other men.
So is he my soul mate? I know he is. Am I his? I don't know.
Sometimes I wonder how we manage to get into marriage, cos we seemed to get into it in 2 years, wherease those around us at least gone into relationships for > 3 years before getting hitch.

But we seldom talk serious, always trash talk. Seldom confide, is it good? Or he doesn't want me to worry every bit, just like I do? I always wonder what's going on in his mind. How does he feel? Is he ok? Other than he thinks he loves me, whatelse? Does he seriously feel that I'm worth every single bit of his love? I hope I do.

I know that I admire him. I know that I enjoy his company. He's not the guys I usually know. He's humourous, yet serious. He looks unkempt with his stubbles, yet good-looking. He's quiet, yet chatty. He looks silly, yet very smart. He's into sports, yet loves sleeping always. He's so cool with his camera. I idolise this man.

He's the man I've never thought I would be with.
Yes, we're together.
And I love him.
Nothing else matters.