Sorry?

I'm so confused.
You wrote me a sorry note and I felt comforted for awhile.
But not after I saw your post. Apparently it said otherwise.
What was wrong with us? or perhaps it's really me. I'm the annoying one.
I guess... you still like your old job. Filled with regrets that it was me who made you decided to change a job?
Then go get your old job back and disregard my feelings.
I don't want to carry the guilt with me & all this while whenever we fight.
Maybe you & I didn't fit a perfect 10 after all. Not even near it.
Maybe you are tired of trying hard to accomodate.
I guess, without me things will be right for you. Everything.
Maybe as what you've put in post, "every decisions you made is wrong! wrong ! wrong!"..., the decision on both of us is wrong as well
I can be one of your best friends, your buddy, your partner in crime.
I'm supposed to be your baby at the end of the day. You can't just say you're insensitive.
We still need that sweetness just like the old days when we spare lots of thoughts for each other.
And to say "old days"... ironically, we're not together too long either.
Call me stubborn or I'm selfish. I still don't think I'm wrong.
It's late night now & you're watching the game.
I've done my reflections since last night.
And just when I thought things are getting better in the evening...
Now, I'm disappointed at how conflicting your thoughts in print are, privately and publicly.
Really disappointed.
And to add, I am just plain stupid.
Tell me what to believe, your note or your post?

I really hope I've misunderstood us.