happy yet confused (",) ??

Actually I'm very confused.
My man has finally tendered his resignation to his boss, which leaves him to work till 25th June.
He's embarking another career with his uncle's biz come Jul.
I'm unsure why he's doing this.
Cld it be...
- he wants to spend more time together? cos his now shift work is affecting us.
- he wants to have a kid soon? cos his now shift work doesn't give us enuf time to have long hot love making sessions *wee-weet*
- he wants to try new stuffs? cos his now shift work is rather mundane and @ his uncle's biz, he can at least learn new things?

Though I'm glad this is finally happening, cos I do not need to have the entire bed to myself moving forward... Yes, I'm scared @ nites when he's working nite. Yes, I'm afraid of darkness. I'll switch all lights in the room, lock the door, turn up the TV vol... And my imagination will run wild and damn creative.

I'm looking forward to have him by my side, warm the bed, sleeping soundly with me, listening to his snores, his every movement, his toss & turns...

I'm looking forward to have Saturday mornings together, breakfast, jogs, blades.

I'm looking forward to have Friday or Saturday evenings together, doing bbqs at East Coast, watching sunsets.

I'm looking forward to go home enthusiatically every nite, cos i know he'll be back.

I'm looking forward for more hot cosy moments with him.

But part of me was confused. Wld he change job just to make me happy? just to stop my constant nags?
When he said, he needs to be more reactive to his career, not a sheltered attitude. He doesn't want to just rot somewhere. He wants to learn the biz ropes.

Does he just tell me that to make me better or at least not blame myself?

It's so confusing.

I'm so confused.

So so confused.

Confused.