Saturday, April 15, 2006

Where'd you go?

I've heard a fren's breakup recently.
Same o' story. Long time couple since Uni days, then get caught up with the career thing and he has to travel so frequently till she has this very strong connection with Mike Shinoda's Where'd you go?

{She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...}


The song gave her to courage to say enuf's enuf.

From his truly bz work schedules to the lies even when there's no biz trips till she rec'd the texts one day when it was not meant for her, she text me saying the time is up. As usual, when a decision's made, the other half will always try best effort to reconcile. Ironically, why only till this state? You've known this would have happened one day (even soap dramas have it always), then rule your mind over your desires.

I didn't call her though, cos she mentioned not to, she didn't want any pitiness, "All's been too numb" was her last text.

Heard from another fren, she has left her job and gone for a long backpack hol.

Jules, if you ever see this, I wish you well.
You saw my state when I was down, be stronger than me. You're not alone.

Love.

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